Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

Life is a bitch I tell ya. I didn't get that perfect house I wanted...kind of had a feeling that was gonna happen...this really sucks!.....but I am not gonna let it get me down...I am gonna move and I am gonna get my ass back on strait!

This is just a minor set back...nothin time can't fix...just gonna have to wk harder and find something...

thanks to my fabulous support group of friends/family...I yhave not killed any one yet...hehe haha! and thanks to merical drugs like zoloft I haven't fell cryin on the bed and refused to get up...I'm gonna be ok...I hope...lol no I know I will I am stronger than the forces that seem to be tryin to get in my way...

Either I will win this war or will die tryin...I have 4 kids to think about and damn it they deserve better than what they have been dealing with here with Ronnie.

Ok I'll step down off my soap box and relax...my time is commin...my rainbow is in site...luv ya'll blessed Be

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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