Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

these last few days have been a down time for me I hav alot happening, i have been tryin to move out to get away from asshole and it's been a rough hunt...i didnt get the last few houses i wanted for what ever reason... and money is gettin low along w/ my spirit....I am not giving up, just feelin blue...everyone has those days, its nothin to worry about....

the second and most straining thing on my mind is the loss of our friend, guild momma/leader and family member aryn....she has quit walked away, returned with a new name and idenity.... she just isnt the same any more....no one understands my feelings and i feel so displaced... I am so about ready to leave the guild...i am tryin to let my feelings die down...

I really can't say more except that there r others that feel like i do...i can't name names or anything.....i am just the only one who is standin up this strongly 4 what i believe in...this is heart wrenchin...to say the least...so please bare with me...I might take some time off....let my emotions simmer.... I do love ya'll.....wish me luck....

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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