I figured I'd write a lil before I lay down for a nap....yes a nap those special things that ppl get to take, usually during the day....My entire nights sleep these days seem to be an hr or two nap...lol....I'll get my days and nights right one day...

Life just seems full of stress these days with the struggle to move and the bull shit within the family...I stay stressed...

My darling left the guild yesterday, this being a subject I cant say much about here be cause of confidentuality. what I can tell you is how I feel about it. It's awful when some one is made to feel like the only thing they can do is leave, leave something that they care about most, leave the friends just to save them from further conflict. Walking away from a home so to speak because there is someone amongst the us who makes manys life uncomfortable.

This leads me to the elections which will start very soon. Our guild is electing a new council member. a new leader so to speak, not an easy task especially when our family has gone thru so much. I am hoping for the best, and plan to do everything I can to hold things together. what else can I do...ppl rely on me to hold my head up and carry on...for me wking in the family is a blessing...I have found support and above all love within the guild walls.

I have a member of our guild family here tonight, he will b staying with me and the kids til wedensday...I feel so loved that ppl r willing to come hundreds of miles just to spend time with me, to get to know me on a personal basis...

well anyway...I'm gonna carry my sadden ass to bed, and hopefully get some well deserved rest...I'll try to keep you informed...

BA

PS plz bare with me and this diary while I clean the cob webs and give it a new appearance.....

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