Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

"just dealing"

2002-03-30 5:20 p.m.

For reasons I can not explain I am sad today. Marg and John came and got Dylan and Starla for a few days on Easter eve at that.... I may not actually celebrate the holidays like I use to but there is a feeling of security having the traditional activities.I am broke and alone with the two lil ones and I personally feel shit on. not somin many understand.

Karin busted the hatch back window on my car and I dont know what to do about that...

I'm alone in the house I hate that....

I just wish David was here already and my life could move ahead....

oh well...I'm outta here....

to deal w/ myself.

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

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