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sometimes all I have to relate to is music so during this time of hardship use the things I put here as a reflection of what I feel as its the only way I can put into words. this one was just dedicated to me...maybe storm is right maybe it is my new theme song maybe it was brought to her attention as a way to help me identify.

brightest blessings

BA

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BETTER DAYS

by Janet Jackson

I used to sit and wonder

Would I ever be happy

Life was so bittersweet

So many disappointments

Too many ups and downs for me

When you live a nightmare

It's hard to dream

But sometimes life just isn't fair

So why complain nobody cares

And I don't wanna waste nobodys time

So I'm

(chorus)

I'm 'bout to change my vibe

Today the suns gonna shine

'Cause I made up my mind

That today will be the start of better days

Leavin' old shit behind

And move on with my life

The blindfold's off my eyes

And now all I see for me is better days

Afraid of my reflection

thell me that's not me I see

That's who I wanna be

Stuck somewhere in the middle

On half full or half empty

Waiting for somebody to come and rescue me

Can't let that petty attitude

Start to jade my point of view

Only thing that does is bring me down

So I'm

(chorus)

Hurt so many times before

I used to cry but no more

Let it go and life can feel

So good

Stop living the blues

(chorus)

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