Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

Life just gets worse and worse. I just got pulled over. the cop could have given me 5 tickets probably more instead i got one for child not in belt. I sware I get no breaks. i know i should b thank full that i only got the one. but I am broke, the car is a mess I dont know what the fuck to do any more.

Sharon got a letter from David. and I'm waiting to hear what it said. he says he wrote me but...*sigh* it didnt come. she says he wrote in his letter he told me everything...DAMN IT! I WANT THAT LETTER!

Sharon gets the letter. Davids mom calls Sharon. Here I thought I was marring this man and I'm the one most in the dark. and u know I worry about him so much. I must really b a fool:(

I think I'll go cry in my pillow 4 awhile...yes I'm emnotional, yes I have a fucking right to be. If u don't like it Get over it!...Gotta heal before I can deal.....

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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