Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

tonight I took time to lay out on a blanket under the stars... I thought about how I hadn't done this in such a long time. as I laid there my mind wandered to another world where My heart could be whole again.

I wanted to lay there and sleep but didnt dare because of the neighbors. its just a few moments of time but so precious...*sigh* as I layed there i couldnt help but release a few tears..

it was so peaceful out there i could hear a bird singing, and a cricket chirping, the wind blowing lightly the full moon glowing....**thought that maybe each night I should start writing about it and send it to David*** I know he can not enjoy and connect to this as he once did. and when I am out under the moon I feel a closeness to the love I hold dear.

before comming back into the house I paused, blew a kiss at the moon and bid my love a peaceful nites rest. I hope that all the lil things I do finds its way to him and he continues to to hang on to the strength to make it through this horrible time.

Brightest Blessings

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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