I hav a migrain from hell, and the kids won't stop fighting. Sometimes I wonder why I even try...I spent the day cleaning the house i even cleaned my room, a dreaded chore since Davids stuff is still hanging on my wall...

I know I have many readers that are trying to figure out what happen between me and him when everything was so perfect...I'll just say this...he got his ass in trouble and now The plans we had made r gone. I am healing but not tuurning my back on him I created the site he asked me to make and will b waiting his next page to make.

Life is so weird I sware if it isn't one thing it's another...I still hate being alone in this house and some times I miss Ronnie. I found abunch of his pictures today while cleaning my room...talking about a knife in the heart... But u know I miss the man I hav missed for over a year and a half...***shakes head*** Some fools never learn I guess...

Right now I am basically living day by day and letting nature take its course, if the powers that be want me to find someone again they will deliver that person to my door step...I'm not looking any more..

That person better enjoy cuddeling, he better like to spend time together...the simple things in life that I have missed so long. a soft touch, a spare of the moment kiss...a hug for no reason...yes I want all the sweet lil things life has to offer.

But like I said I am not looking....

the wounds from the last two broken hearts r still fresh and I'm gonna take a lil while to heal....

OH WELL....another day another thought.

Brightest Blessings

BA

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