Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

i just got a call from my x ,he called, i said do u know someone to take me to store he said IM IN OHIO! , this is who i depend on to giv $ on fridays..thats where my kids food and insurance has been comming from....well he packed his shit and split!!!! now I hav NO HELP!...lovely..he never even said bye to his kids.he had told me to leave w/ the kids, Figured I was leaving so left to save him self pain..i thought he would at least wait to c if i was leaving. now I am stuck here, still dont know about marylou,and if she will help me get there... and dont even hav johns support if I don't get to go. and my landlord wants his money so will basically b stuck til the 1st even if marylou says yes. WHY ME!!!!

I have spent my life trying just as hard as i can, doing everything I can to take care of my kids and do the right things...and yet I'm the one who always gets the short end of the stick...I am so angry...HOW DARE HE!!!!!!!! THE KIDS DESERVED BETTER!!!!

Ill find a way..I always do Im just severly pissed!

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

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"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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