Fantasy Verses Reality

 

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2002-07-22             9:19 p.m.

 

 

Yall i know i been really neglecting my diary here but understand that there r just some things in life u can't talk about in public until its time... for that reason I decided to make a differant diary, those i want to know hav the link others im sry, i either don't want u to worry or I don't trust...if I speak to u on a regular basis u know its not trust... so my SW ppl...that trust is NOT U!

any way Ive also been a busy person...these days..i am the leader of two guilds...yes 2...one is the wpg that was recently deleted by new...religious descrimination....yes thats what it is....and in due time true-emotions.net my domain is gonna start proscess of advertisement against neo...we plan to pull all the religious guilds into it... 1st having to find my 5000 members...gez we hav been sending out neomails since what 4 days ago when neo became dicks!!!!

Im one pissed off pagan and neo has met a priestess that can and will rally for a good cause...so all my faithful readers watch the front of true-emotions for updayes on the situation..also know that true-emotions .net has a new message board..im lazy today so if u wish to check it out its at www.true-emotions.net/bb/ its huge and all u hav to do is regester and post..lots of topics even WPG religious/political stuff....check it out...

me and david hav had some trouble over the last few weeks...we r under so much pressure, with cash and 1 phgone call a week...my mood swings and his too...its rough..but i am gonna fix all that just u wait and see!!!!!

I cant say what im up to yet but will say he wont be alone up there much longer....he will b sitting face to face w/ HIS ANEGL!!!HIS BLAZING ANGEL...(GRIN) if u are a local reader of his keep ur mouth shut!!!!!!!!!!!!! please i want to c his mouth drop when they bring him in and its me instead of his normal visitors....plz the few that hav access to him dont say nothing.... let me b slick and give him the surprize of his life...

If I don't go soon I will be nothing...those closest to me know how bad ive been i wont say here.... I hav a bitch rant place 4 that...and i use it wisly..maybe one day soon ill open it 4 the world but 4 now i just cant...it saves him and me from attack or persucution...

well ppl this busy leader has wk to do..and i cant stay longer

brightest blessings

BA

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