Fantasy Verses Reality

 

"U-R-NOT-A-FAILURE"

2002-07-23             1:05 p.m.

 

 

Hi everyone,

just a few lines to tell u about the special lil letter I got today. It was several pages long...but very few words... (I MELTED)

For a few weeks now as u know I have been hooked on the I'm failing David cause I'm not there...right? well he has had enough of that kind of talk... so to get his point strait he sent me this...

when u spread the papers out side by side the fronts were singely written...

I-L-O-V-E-U

when u turned them over on the back they read....

you-are-not-a-failure-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats all that was in the package...I know to some of u that wouldn't mean much, but u hav to understand that I have really been pushing that I'm failing him, to him...this is his way of forcing me to listen to him, cause its obvious that nothing else he has said has stopped my brain from that thinking...

So to me its one of the sweetest things I've ever gotten...funny how a few simple words can change the way u feel about yourself, isn't it..and it's like he always knows how to get thru to me and make me feel better... A Hopeless Romantic I am...indeed.

well I'm gonna close for now..there r alot of stressful things going on to day...we hav court over Ronnie again tomorrow..and I hav no ride, no one to help and I'm panicking...not looking forward to walking that far. *sigh* at least I don't feel like I'm failing him (SO MUCH)

Brightest Blessings

BA

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