hi everyone,

I don't have alot of time so I am gonna try to make this a quick but explanational entry...

Aug was my last really good entry because my aunt stole my computer...that was a real hard shocking experiance...I managed to live thru that along with being forced into a motel...we have spent the last four months living in motels...it's a pain in the ass but again we r surviving... At this time we r in the proscess of looking for an apartment and that is a huge mess....for apartments are expensive here...and even though I am now working and have michael for help its hard.....

OH let me bridge the gap concerning personal relationships.....As u know I came here to be closer to shad....well that fell thru when he got 10 yrs....not fun not happy but nothing I can do about it....after the initial shock I did decide not to spend ten years alone in the proscess I met a real sweetie....his name is Michael....ok so I'm moving alil fast but when have u ever known me to take the slow train in life...

He treats me and the kids well...and for the most spoils me rotten...the kids like him and I'm not alone....... Only time will tell what will come of my personal life...

I have Michael living w/ me.....and we're doing good...

I do visit and write shad daily.....He will always be an important part of my life but I can't be alone during my life..I'll leave the future to the powers that be....

The area around Seattle is very Pagan friendly ....lots of book stores, magick shops...candle places and pagan resources...I wear my pent....openly and most know what I am...its nice I never liked closet life and usually being out means alot of rough crazy situations from ppl who don't understand...

OK...well I'm outta here I am at a public lybrary...eventually I will give u all the details about whats happening in my life...until then remember I'm a survivor and I'll be ok....

Brightest Blessings

BA

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