Fantasy Verses Reality

 

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2003-04-30             9:37 p.m.

 

 

life is a everyday changing event. I'm excited about starting my new job tomorrow..and tired from the day I've experianced today... I ran around more today then I have in months... we went out and got the kids a bunch of clothes today... lil karin is so proud of her bright new orange dress... and dress shoes. she is twirling and prancing around... makes me feel good inside to c her so happy... and star was apsolutely thrilled w/ the velvet skirt and shirt set... she has been wanting one 4 so long... its long almost floor length w/ spagetti straps... kind of gothic..... she's growing up sooooo fast..... *sigh*

I guess they hav to grow up sometime...right? yes I'm sure of this....

I'm thinking about my friend Jenny today... she had dental surgery today... can't wait til she can talk so she can tell me herself she is ok... but 4 now I guess carolyn's call will hav to do.... I'm sure she knows that she's loved... but I like to b sure....

poor marg is having marriage problems.. I wish I could help out but everyone knows that relationships have always been my down fall.... I can only listen and tell her my opinions... this never feels like its enough... she too stays in my thoughts... wish I was closer so we could help each other irl. At least I'm here online and by phone 4 her.... I hope everything wks out soon... I hate seeing her so unhappy....

as 4 me... well I'm hopeful that life is changing for the better and that my new oppertunitys will open doors to a well deserved future.... I'm optimistic again...thats important.. no one should doubt life so much as I have these last few months....

ok I'm gonna close.....

Brightest Blessings

BA

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