long time no write...Im sure marg will b on my ass soon w/ etha not far behind.....

I can finially glue the damn plate in. which means I can finially eat most things..most cause I tried bacon the other day and though I could bite it, I couldnt chew it*frown* I managed to finiah the BLT in an hr... sad sad sad.

I am smiling again, after 2 visits to get the plate sanded down...ok, so I feel better about it. though I am fearful that if I ever hav to search 4 a new mate that I'll freak and be alone b4 I allow anyone to c my w/out em...go ahead and laugh its ok... its just insecurity that Id get over..I HOPE!

talked to shad 2xs today and he misses me as much as I him...wish we could talk more... I get to meet his dad on the 26th and Im panicked about that... I fear he will hate me like davids aunt and mom seem to. I really had hoped once i got here they would want to b apart of our lives but no such luck... I just wish they would at least acknowledge me..I am their future family..even if they dont wanna admit it. eitherway I get to meet Allen and Im not sure what to do. I been cleaning for a week now and moving furniture. Mike is gonna go to his bro's that day so I can do what David asked and not tell allen about mike.. I hate hiding things about me... if he ever found out he'd hate me 4 sure.. worse he might never forgive david...hold it against him...so david thinks.

well Im gonna go....my kids and Mike r tryin to drive me nutz...world war 3 in the BA home....screaming over games, playin wrasteling..etc.....sry this is so short...

Brightest Blessings,

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