Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

here we r, today is the day and Im nervous a hell!!! Davids dad is comming in to meet me and the kids......

PPL dont understand why i am so worried its easy....... his mom and aunt treat me like a bad desease.. some kind of internet virus david caught off line.

I am not the only one feeling the heat. david is on xtra meds this weekend he is worried that no one will warm up to me and the kids...especially with as much as he loves us... he hates c'in me hurt.... part of me gets upset the other part of me says it just shows that Im better than they r... that Im here 4 him doing everything he wants when i can even when they treat me so bad I still try......I go c him, take 3 calls a week, write almost everyday......I am there thru it all....

ok Im gonna quit...

I need to grab lunch....

Ill keep u informed...

Brightest Blessings,

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

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"Good things come to those who wait."

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