Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

HI EVERYONE!!!!!

I went and seen shad today w/ his dad and it was great... allen isnt anything like the rest of davids family... sure he talks alot but I was so excited...

he treats me like a person w/ feelings and that made me feel sooooo good inside..

we took pics together me him and david and most th day w all sat and listene to allen tell storys abot his wk, dvids shooting lessons, funny tales about allens life..it reminded me of my dd the way he onc was...

I hae grown a true rspect 4 him and hope to sty in contact w/ him as much as possible over the years....

he hsnt left and Im already looking forward to his return... *HAPPY SMILE***

he is picking m up again in the morn at 9 to go back again...he is sch a sweeti... again i say i wsh he didnt live so far away cuse he dn't treat me like a virus david caught online..

I guess jen talked to les today, his Aunt. and she said that they may go c david when im not gonna b there... if they only knew that they r pushing him away....... maybe they dont care hell if i know... frankly after meeting allen I have regained respect 4 humanity......

anyway..... ill write more tomorrow.......

brightest blessings,

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

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"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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