interesting week I tell u....

I tried to wk w/ the awful leads that 5 star provides and it just didnt wk out. I told them to kiss my ass today and quit. I packed my shit and strutted out knowing in my heart i deserved better than what they offered me... I made some $ while there so Im not gonna complain too much... it will help catch up some of the bills.....

last night I spent time w/ a personal friend... sort of a surprise but good 4 all involved... I just hope that it turns out well 4 all involved.... sigh......

so many emotions and my protective motherly nature is sprouting claws to nurture and support.... i sware that if anyone hurts her again I will pounce!!!!!!

I cant explain here... I wont but my freind has been thru alot and needs me even if the world is against it...

Im human, I hav feelings and I have a huge heart! I listen even when the words cut like knives, I respond when I wanna crawl in the hole... I hold strong as the walls crash..... I promised and I shall c that promise thru... thats what integraty is....

personally it helps my own healing as well..I feel needed and feel like I can help the healing of another. that my personal experiances of my youth was events that were placed in my life so I can share w/ others who may feel alone.... I dont know....

I may b rambeling... I may sound like I dont know what Im talking about... maybe u understand because u know enough about my life that u know who I speak of.... all I know is its hard... I wanna share here but the audience is far too closed minded to do so. (those who hav my # do not take that the wrong way this was directed to the ppl who read or may read that dont hav that closeness to me)

anyway...

I spent the day at the lake w/ my friends and though cold water i felt good just seeing my friend and watching her w/ star. I c a good bond forming.... Im just gonna wait and c it thru....

catch u later.....

Brightest Blessings,

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