Well Im not sure what my purpose is today as I have been hit hard by my asthma and find myself coughing intensly alot.

I figured Id update my community and add some fun stuff to do..maybe spark some activity....

I hav been making sigs 4 my sites eventually I am gonna change my graphic here w/ every entry. wouldnt that b neat...I think so.

I figure it would replace what i already have here and would giv u a better idea of how Im feeling by what I post... anyway.....

I been communicating w./ my friend over the last few days its really emotional and I am doing all I can to help her. Its weird how alike we r yet so many years differance. I have been where she is now and I fear where she is going.

I hav been the cutter, the bolimic, the anerexic (sp) the lost child who no one understood...and I pray that in our communications she will gain a sence of understanding that she isnt alone. I was the abused child who blamed myself I was so torn with society and my heart.... I thought I was sooo differant.... but I wasnt and neither is she.....

such a warm talented bueatiful girl... if only she believed in her own personal strength.... its there I c it, others c it... *sigh*

lets hope she finds her way... I am trying to open her eyes to her bueaty tryin to show her she is special and she dont hav to do things that degrade herself to prove that she is....

risking all.... believing that good shines thru and the bad fades...

Brightest Blessings,

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