Fantasy Verses Reality

 

Utopian Experiance

2004-10-17             12:04 a.m.

 

 

This is a story I wrote concerning a recent event.... there was just no other way to write about it..... (What am I going to do??????) I think I'm goning to lose my mind!

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The sun was beginning to set as they pulled off to the side of the road. He walks around the van and asks if he may hug her once again. As he did, she felt as though every ounce of energy was melting from her. What he didn�t know was how attracted she actually was to him and how she had resisted the urge to ask the same from him. His long dark hair hung down his back blowing in the wind. She could not resist, she wrapping her fingers through it and began allowing her mind to wander. With a deep sigh, she peered into his eyes and quickly looked away with fear he may see her passions shining through.

He took her hand and they snuck off into the wooded area. As they strolled down the path his soft voice began to ask her questions about her life. As she spoke, she felt his hands wrap around her waist and could feel him pressed up against her. Oh if he only knew just what his touch was doing to her. With in moments he turned her towards him, looked deep in her eyes, and laid his soft lips on hers. She could feel her legs grow weak and she was sure her knees would buckle. Without fear or resistance they stood sharing this embrace and allowing nature to guide their every move.

Again they began to walk the path, through the greenery they strolled. Every so often, they would look at each other and smile softly. She spent a lot of time wondering what he was thinking and if he could tell what was going through her head. By all means she didn�t want to appear easy, but she had a load of trouble remaining lady like. The fight for emotional control began and the devil and angel danced in her ears. Repeat ably they would stop and share a moment locked in each other�s arms. With the nature all around the moment felt heavenly. She couldn�t believe this wasn�t a dream.

Along the way they found a wooden bridge that crossed an old stream. They were alone in a utopia with no one else around. They stopped and stood on the bridge again; taking each other into an embrace that was earth shattering. She could feel as his heart beat out of control as she caressed his shoulders. His lips running down her neck planting soft tender kisses as they moved.

All of a sudden her phone rang; it was her boyfriend. She thought, �Oh Shit what will I say?� She answered the phone, quickly moving the conversation along so she could return to the angel who was now sitting on the rail. She wrapped her arms around him and caressed his legs, ended the call and returned to the world she wanted to remain in forever.

The next interruption came from his phone. It was his girlfriend. A short sigh came from him as he answered the phone� She remained between his thighs and continued to hold on tight. After a few moments, she backed away and placed herself a crossed from him on the other rail. As she listened to the conversation, She wondered what was so special about herself that he would be here instead of at home waiting on her. When the call ended, he slid down and walked over standing in front of her. The prior thoughts began to melt away as her desires for him grew rapidly.

The moments they spent talking felt like hours and she would have given anything to stay there and listen to him forever. He was such the intelligent sort, with what seemed like knowledge from every area. She learned, he is three classes from his double Bachelor of Science degree. This intrigued her as someone with his status seldom ever approaches her. As the time passed by the discussions lead in many directions; each leading to a warm embrace and passionate kisses.

Eventually hands began to wander. She could feel her wetness begin; just the same he began to harden against her. His hands felt like rose petals, ever so sensual. Oh, how she had longed for someone to take her to this height of arousal. His attention was too much to bear and she began to moan softly as she ran short soft kisses up his neck. A little nibble here and there, a warm tongue in the ear, and then a lip lock that made her wetness grow.

His hand slid down, unbuttoned her jeans, and she could feel as he began to rub her already swollen clitoris. She lowered her hand to take hold of his manhood through his light tan slacks. He was ever so hard, and she wanted nothing else more than to scream, �TAKE ME, RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW!� But, she held tight to her silence and didn�t. In a soft-spoken voice he whispers, �You are so wet�. She said, �I know; you have made me this way,� as she smiles softly. He asked if they should find a more secluded spot, then quickly recanted the offer. He told her he didn�t want their first time to be in the woods. Part of her understood and was grateful, yet the other part screamed with desires that would be left unfulfilled. What she would not have given at that very moment to feel him inside her� and she believed with everything that he felt the same. Just before helping her fasten her jeans he licked his finger and sighed in restraint.

They began to walk back towards the van. The night was close at hand by then, and the trail was harder to see. They ventured off the path and stopped several times to enjoy the closeness of each other. Each step took them closer to what neither wanted, a step closer to separation, and away from the utopia they had experienced. He took her hand and helped her along, scooping the trail for the easiest crossing points. Just before they exited the wooded area, he took her in his arms, raised her shirt and took the nipple of her breast in his mouth. She could feel as his tongue circled and his lips tightened, and sucked. Her nipple erected and her wetness began all over again. He lowered her shirt, passionately kissed her lips and told her this gives her something further to look forward to next Thursday.

As they reached the van, they sat holding tight to one another. She wanted to badly to pull him into the back seat and allow him to take her but she was already content just experiencing what she already had. Several sensual kisses later, they pulled away into the night. As they stopped in a close by alley they again began to smother themselves in each others passion. She didn�t want to go, and it was obvious that he didn�t want her to. He went as far as saying that if she didn�t go soon he would be tempted to take her back to his house. She replied that he shouldn�t tempt her, for she may just go. As she stepped out of the van she gathered her items, along with a stuffed toy he had given her. She looked him strait in the eyes and said, �Well someone will be sleeping w/ her tonight,� and shook the woodpecker at him. He responded that he never thought he�d ever be so jealous of a pecker before. As she shut the door she said� You shouldn�t be.

To Be Continued......

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