Time is a changing force that often requires a person to return to square one so that they might remember the lessons of the past. Although I have not fallen to such levels, I have been forced to recollect a time when writing made a major impact on my life. It was through writing that I learned to channel and examine my frustration and pain without allowing it to build and become an explosive emotional volcano. Thus making me a much calmer person who was more capible of handeling the hardships that life threw my way.

After realizing my need to write, there was but one thing to do and that was to return to my home away from home the place where I hide six years of thoughts and emotions; my diary. Therefore, I am here and I plan to start a new.

Starting new means exactly that. It means that I'm not going to try to fill in the gaps, I'm going to write what I feel as I feel it. I'm going to post what I feel like posting. I may post an article and then post my feelings about that article. I may post something I wrote for a class. I may write about my day. I may write about my family. What ever I write it will be about me and something that is important to me after all that is what a diary is suppose to be... Right?

So... Hello AGAIN... Formy old readers you knew me as Blazing Angel or Ladi Shadow... For my new readers... My real name is Jesilyn... And I am happy to meet you!

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