Fantasy Verses Reality

 

Another Day; Another Storm

Saturday, Sept. 29, 2007             10:59 p.m.

 

 

With all the comotion that has been going on in my life, I've been too busy and I have been neglecting diaryland again. Sorry!

Anyway... Since the last entry, I finished the course that had me so upset, but not without more drama. The whole situation ended with the committee telling me that when the course was over I can grieve the grade. Well... the grades came in last night and the BITCH gave me a 3.3. Ok, so yes that's a B+ but I'm not satisfied. I'm going to grieve the dame thing. Hopefully I can get them to understand my side of the situation.

Of course as always when it rains it pours and this time the storm swept away the man in my life. That's right... My engagement has been broken off. Not by me; by him. While I don't feel like discussing the issue I will say that I'm dealing with some really emotional shit and that it's hard not to explode.

Over all, life seems dark again and always I'm left to pick up the peices and carry on. Personally, I'm getting really tired of doing that which is probably why I've lost interest in so many things AGAIN.

On a brighter note I have found a really cool new site called Facebook.com and I've been kind of hiding out there. I guess you can say it offers a haven against my own emotions and helps keep the mind busy after all, all the other sites I use to play on only remind me of what I have lost....

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My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

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