Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

I never dreamed I would ever make it to college, let alone be sitting at a 3.456 w/ 125 (+5 that I�m working on) credits completed towards my BAAP. But here I am, and let me tell you it is bitter-sweet!

On one hand I love learning and I consume every bit of information I can, but on the other hand I am frustrated because I feel I don�t get everything I want out of my classes. I�m not saying that the classes are not valuable, I�m saying that I think the classes in general jump through the different topics so fast that you simply can�t learn everything there is to know, and when the course is done, you are left CRAVING & YEARNING for more. Makes me feel like #5 on Short Circuit when he says �NEED IMPUT!� Ok so that is a bad example but it feels real, because I want to know everything possible so that I can become the best in my field.

Is this so unrealistic? I hope not!

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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