Fantasy Verses Reality Vol. 1

My day has been full of exertion and Ignorance. First I spend my entire day cleaning after everyone's mess. Then I have to deal with ignorant people who have no idea what they are talking about. I swear the drama never ends... I just don't know what to do anymore.

I'm over worked, over stressed, and don't seem to have the ability to change things to benifit myself at all. This really bothers me and it is affecting my health.

What bothers me most is the fact that I'm a psychology major! I find myself wondering WHY I CANT FIX THINGS! I mean I know what things are suppose to be. I know what I'm suppose to do in times like these, but the text books never said what to do when the theories and suggestions FAIL! Surely, I'm not suppose to quit and give up on my life and my dreams just because someone else can't work with me to succeed. It's insane and I'm tired of feeling outta control, depressed and anxious! I need a BREAK!

~JESILYN~

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About Me:

My name is Jesilyn. I'm a forty year old mysterious spirit. I have survived the depths of poverty; experienced the wrath of wealth, studied psychology & several religions, evolved from a jagged family background where I suffered the hands of abuse, and now I stare life�s challenges in the eye.

Favorite Quotes

"The glass isn't half full or half empty. It simply needs a little ice."

"I maybe the queen of broken hearts but I don't stand behind the crown"

"If your ever going to see a rainbow you've got to stand a little rain."

"Good things come to those who wait."

"Life is what you make it."

"When life gives you lemons: Make lemonade!"

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